“The legend will never die...”已经是今天下午第N次听到这个略带沙哑的深沉嗓音了。

    我扔了手柄，呆呆地注视着电视机屏幕上第N+1次浮现出“Soulcalibur 3”的Logo，不知道自己在想什么。

    老爸还没回来。也好。要是他回来一看到我又是在玩游戏，一定又会露出失望但却无可奈何的表情。尽管他什么也不会说。

    不过天知道我真的没有在玩游戏。玩游戏是要投入感情并且充分享受、乐在其中的。而从三点半到家一直到现在，我所做的无非只是机械地按动手柄，机械地控制角色出招或是防御，机械地看着自己的化身KO或是被KO……不知道为什么，累了。

    现在发现自己非常容易累。上课会累，下课会累，看书会累，看片子会累，甚至每天一觉睡醒仍然浑身疲倦。现在好了，就连玩游戏，曾经我最喜欢做的事情，现在也是累人得要命。

    记不得上一次开心地、无忧无虑地打游戏是什么时候了，只记得当时应该真的非常开心，非常无忧无虑。

    以前不知道是听谁说的，老了以后再回忆以前的事情，不会记得任何细节，只会记得某件事是开心还是不开心。果然，aging process……

    “The legend will never die…”那个深沉的嗓音伴随着我第N+1次通关，又传了出来。窗外已是夜幕降临，灯火阑珊。

    突然想起了去年，在北京回上海的火车上，透过厚厚的车窗仰望星空的情景。那是我亲眼所见过的，第二美丽的风景，独一无二的。即使是今天我依然这么觉得。

    “也许以后再也看不到这么美丽的景色了吧……”记得当时我如此感叹。

    “不会的啦，”一起仰望的人说道，“以后一定会有机会再看到的。”

    “恩，是啊，只要有机会……”我只说了一半，天边一颗流星划过天际，而那下半句则被随之而来的一片惊叹声淹没了。

    “不过，很多事情都是一次性的……”

 

 

一部怀旧的电影　淋湿了心情
你的爱还在旅行或已定居哪里
也许遗憾和年轻　总绑在一起
不容许一点委屈　等放手才懂惋惜
静下心来发现过去大半是甜蜜　回忆
我最快乐那一年　是你陪我经历一切
什么都生动又强烈　有真正在活着的感觉
我们最快乐的那一年　像浓缩了最精华的时间
短暂却永远是火焰　在情绪冰凉时暖和心田

 

也许遗憾和年轻　总绑在一起
不容许一点委屈　等放手才懂惋惜
静下心来发现过去大半是甜蜜　回忆
我最快乐那一年　是你陪我经历一切
什么都生动又强烈　有真正在活着的感觉
我们最快乐的那一年　像浓缩了最精华的时间
短暂却永远是火焰　在情绪冰凉时暖和心田

                              ——梁静茹 最快乐的那一年

I've must have been blind
Not to see you look away from me

Whenever you say

You loved me so much

I must have been crazy
Not to see you slip away from me
Day after day there's a space to fill

And I can't find the words,
to make you fall in love with me again
And I can't find the strength to let you

 

And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one
Even if there's nothing left for us to say
As sure as the sun will rise i can never say goodbye
Even when we go our separate ways
In my heart you'll always stay

I've been spending my time
Trying to remind you of our love
But you're pulling away with every touch
With all we've been through
I'd never thought I'd be losing you
And i would give everything to keep you here

But I can't
find the words to make you fall in love with me again
And I can't find the strength to let you
And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one
And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one
Even if there's nothing left for us to say
As sure as the sun will rise i can never say goodbye
Even when we go our separate ways

I still believe our love meant to be

And it will be here forever come one day
Can you see? I love you faithfully
And one day I'm telling you I find a way to bring you back to me

And when it's all said and done,you'll be the only one

As sure as the sun will rise I can never say goodbye
Even if we go separate ways
In my heart you'll always stay

 

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As sure as the sun will rise, something will never change

Still, as sure as the sun will rise, something can never be changed

I choose to stay

Even when everything is said and done, I choose to stay...

Not because I want to find a way to bring you back by staying

Just in memory of something we experienced together...

 

Have a nice holiday...Grandpa will be all right...